Don’t look at me for I’m ordinary. Muddy brown eyes and messy black hair- skin the colour of coffee stains. Don’t love me. I have nothing to give. A lifeless body moving, a prisoner to my own thoughts, a hopeless … Continue reading Beneath it all
Like withered rose petals stuck to the pages of her diary, you’ll find her broken heart – written in ink and if you read ever so carefully, you’ll see yourself. @AsfaWrites Continue reading Yourself
Through all your anxiety and suffering, everything you fought on your own, those long sleepless nights: I want you to know it was in you I built my home. It was in your arms I found my peace, even though … Continue reading Light
I thought he’d forever remain: like the black ink on a ripped up newspaper, the earthy smell of old books or a stamped postcard found under all the letters, the smell of coffee, so strong and raw at least that’s … Continue reading RAW
She loved life. She lived for all the simple things: watching the sunset, long walks, making daisy chains, getting lost in a book, genuine conversations- the little things made her smile. Even something as common as watching the heavy rain … Continue reading Rainbow
My therapist asks: โhow would you describe your mood today?โ Where do I go? To start all over, to forget everything. I donโt want these black clouds lingering over me anymore. This rain isn’t beautiful anymore. Iโm sick to death … Continue reading Burnt out
It is the dark starless nights; the silence they bring, the flickering of lights. An open sky, a stillness, but a blur– All of it; revealing the reflection of her… @AsfaWrites ๐ค Continue reading Her
Sometimes I sit and wonder, for hours on end- losing all sense of time. As though Iโm a bird trapped in a cage, with no escape. It doesnโt happen frequently but when it does, it takes over my whole being. … Continue reading Old & Grey โก
The wind was sharp that evening, my heart unsettled and body as cold as ice. It felt as though my whole world had froze, in that one minute. My shoulders were heavy, but oh so weak -like a piece of … Continue reading Internal
From a very young age, she had already gathered the concepts of love โ meanings that even adults couldn’t comprehend. Setting birds free from their cages. The moon hiding so the sun has itโs time to sparkle, an ocean so … Continue reading Simple
Did he tell you he loves you? Did he kiss your forehead before heading off to work? Did he look into your eyes before hugging you goodnight? Or did he hit you again? Those scars etched so deeply into your … Continue reading WORTH
He said โgirls your age shouldn’t be so serious. They should be full of life.โ They said โstop laughing all the time, people will get the wrong idea.โ You said โgo fly. This world is yours. You can be anything … Continue reading Selfish
Take me to the place where dreams come alive, where we find ourselves lost… but together; surrounded by roses of every colour as we walk beneath the deep blue skies. Birds singing ever so sweetly, butterflies kissing my eyes and … Continue reading Take me๐งโโ๏ธ
Hello my lovelies, I hope you all are doing well. ๐ค I’ve been keeping up with everyones posts -you all are so wonderful and your writings are extremely versatile. ๐ Reading= highlight of my days. Haha. Thank you for always … Continue reading Artoxygen๐จโค
“In my eyes, I don’t think I was ever that bad to you…” That’s the problem. We are so quick to defend ourselves that we become blind to the other persons perspective. We jump to judgements failing to realise that … Continue reading “I”
Viciously wiping away at her tears, calming her thoughts – thatโs how she spends her nights. Trying to forget every battle sheโs ever fought. Their tongue, the sharpest blade; once spat, forever remained. Etched so deeply into her delicate skin, … Continue reading Effortlessly๐ญ
Thank you to everyone who has followed this blog, who leave such lovely comments and give me feedback. Every single one of you are really appreciated. โค The WordPress community is filled with such beautiful, kind hearted people and I’m … Continue reading 500๐
It was hard for me to make her understand, every word I spoke – all went over her head. I felt hopeless. It wasn’t her fault. She was just trying to put her pieces together. You could see it in … Continue reading Hopeful
As 2018 is coming to an end and we begin the celebrations of a new year, I wanted to ‘talk to you’, all of you -on a personal level. ๐ Two years ago I had stopped writing all together and … Continue reading All of you๐ป
Definition of ‘struggle’ : make forceful or violent efforts to get free of restraint or constriction a forceful or violent effort to get free of restraint or resist attack but what happens if the “struggle” isn’t physical? And it’s a … Continue reading Untitled #1
Don’t shower me with so much love, for when you’re gone -your heart knows, nobody else could ever live up to it. โ โ โ ุฏุงุฆู ุง ูู โ @AsfaWrites ๐ค Note: Inspiration for this piece is Robbie @Archangel White Wolf. Your story brought … Continue reading Nobody
She was always happy. Atleast that’s what it seemed -maybe that’s why no one ever asked if she was “ok.” And when they finally wanted answers, it was too late. She wasn’t there to give any… @AsfaWrites ๐ค Continue reading Late
And just like that, the heart shattered into a thousand cracks. * โyour words, knives to her chest. โ โ โ ุฏุงุฆู ุง ูู โ @AsfaWrites ๐ค Continue reading A thousand cracks
Thank you to the lovely J and very kind Chiru for nominating me! Do check them out: Storms Can Be Beautiful Too ๐ธ, Inspire & Change. I always look forward to reading their posts ๐ both of them are very … Continue reading Sunshine Blogger Awardโ๐
Whilst everyone else was sleeping, she would sit on the floor; alone in the dark, blinds fully open – with the starry sky staring right at her. There was something so magical about how all the stars would come together … Continue reading Light
Iโm sorry. I wasnโt there to water you, to watch you grow. To hold you up, when you needed me the most. I couldnโt stop this world, of its horrible ways… I couldnโt stop it, from breaking you; a rose … Continue reading Broken flower๐ฅ
*Trigger warning* She shouts, she screams. She cuts, she bleeds but nobody hears and nobody sees. “I’m OK. Just a little under the weather” she said. -Sweet girl, will always be remembered- her obituary read… @AsfaWrites ๐ค Note: always be … Continue reading Sweet girl
Everyone I’ve ever known, entered my life for a purpose – to make me a better person, to teach me lessons, to make me strong, to know what love is, to know what it’s like to fail, to feel the … Continue reading The bigger picture
There was an odd kind of silence in his life, a side no one had seen. Paranoia, anger, hurt and guilt -nobody knew of, except him. To the world he was known as “the guy who always had a smile … Continue reading A tool
So I sit here, With your unspoken words, Unexpressed emotions, False assurances, And my heartache. โ โ โ ุฏุงุฆู ุง ูู โ @AsfaWrites ๐ค Continue reading Expectations
There was magic in her eyes, only something so pure could have left such an effect; her tears… โ โ โ ุฏุงุฆู ุง ูู โ @AsfaWrites ๐ค Continue reading Tears
It’s been a long two years. I believe the last time I posted, it was in 2016. I was in my final year of University, training at a local radio station and extremely busy. Time has gone by so fast, … Continue reading It’s been a long two years…
This thing, we call life. It’s always making us run. We’re always trying to get to somewhere; trying to get to that place where we want to be. Many of us don’t even know what that place is… What are … Continue reading This Thing…
The cure to many things, a smile. I travel a lot. From home to university, it takes me an hour and 30mins. I catch two buses and then there’s a 15min walk. Coming and going, all together that’s about 3hours … Continue reading Smile ๐
3:00 AM and guess who is wide awake? I thought I had learnt how to control my brain, control my thoughts and feelings. Guess not, in my friends circle I’m the one known as ‘the good actor’ โ the one … Continue reading Secret to happiness?
You know when you are at that point of life where everything is going great, better than you imagined? guys I’m getting there! Slowly but surely, actually if I do say so myself everything happened so fast and now I’m … Continue reading UPDATE!
My love for her was pure, it was clean. In this world of selfish needs and no loyalties I found something strong, something that was destined only for me. The way she could read my voice, how her hair would … Continue reading SHE
They asked me ‘what’s wrong?’ they asked a thousand times, but I never uttered a word. My lips didn’t move an inch, I had the urge to pour my heart out, every single time that question was raised; but I … Continue reading Lost
